...:::METAL FOREVER:::...

Should I let you fall
lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
can’t keep believing, we’re only
deceiving ourselves and I’m sick of the lie
and you’re too late

Don’t cry to me
if you loved me
you would be here with me
you want me
come find me
make up your mind

Couldn’t take the blame
sick with shame

Must be exhausting to lose your own game
selfishly hated. No wonder you’re jaded -
you can’t play the victim this time
and you’re too late

Don’t cry to me
if you loved me
you would be here with me
you want me
come find me
make up your mind

You never call me when you’re sober
you only want it cause it’s over

How could I have burned paradise!
how could I – you were never mine!

So don’t cry to me
if you loved me
you would be here with me
don’t lie to me
just get your things
I’ve made up your mind.

Weight of the World

Feels Like the weight of the world
like God in heaven gave me a turn
don’t cling to me, I swear I fix you
still in the dark, can I fix you?

Freefall, freefall, all through life

If you love me, then let go of me
I wont be held down by who I used to be
she’s nothing to me

Feels like the weight of the world
like all my screaming has gone unheard
and oh, I know you don’t believe in me
safe in the dark, how can you see me?

Freefall, freefall, all through life

If you love me, the let go of me
I wont be held down by who I used to be

Lithium

Lithium – don’t want to lock me up inside
lithium – don’t want to forget
how it feels without
lithium – I want to stay in love
with my sorrow
oh but God I want o let it go

Come to bed, don’t make me sleep alone
couldn’t hide the emptiness you lit it show
never wanted it to be cold
just didn’t drink enough to say you love me

I can’t hold on to me
wonder what’s wrong with me

Lithium – don’t want to lock me up inside
lithium – don’t want to forget
how it feels without
lithium – I want to stay in love with my sorrow

Don’t want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in darkness I know myself
can’t break free until I let it go
let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes

I can’t hold on to me
wonder what’s wrong with me

Lithium – don’t want to lock me up inside
lithium – don’t want to forget
how it feels without
lithium – I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go

Cloud Nine

If you want o live, let live
If you want to go, let go
I’m not afraid – to sleep forever
I don’t need to touch the sky
I just want to feel that high
and you refuse to lift me

Guess it wasn’t real after all
guess it wasn’t real all along
if I fall and is lost
its where I belong

If you want to live, let live
if you want to go, let go
I’m never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender

Guess it wasn’t real after all
guess it wasn’t real all along

If I fall and all is lost
no light to lead the way
remember that all alone
is where I belong

In a dream
will you dive your love to me
beg my broken heart to beat
save me life
change my mind

If I fall and all is lost
no light to lead the way
remember that all alone
is where I belong

Snow White Queen

Stoplight lock the door
don’t look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you

You’ll never know that way
your words have haunted me
I can’t believe you’d ask these of me
you don’t know me

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there’s nowhere to run,
so lets just get it over
soon I know you’ll see
you’re just like me
don’t scream anymore my love,
cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can’t scream

I can’t escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don’t sleep

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there’s nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you’ll see
you’re just like me
don’t scream anymore my love,
cause all I want is you

I can’t save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I’m losing my mind and you just stand
there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there’s nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you’ll see
you’re just like me
don’t scream anymore my love,
cause all I want is you

Lacrymosa

Out on your own
cold and alone again
can this be what your really wanted, baby!

Blame it on me
set your guilt free
nothing can hold you back now

Now that you’re gone
I feel like myself again
grieving the things I can’t repair and willing…

To let you blame it on me
and set your guilt free
I don’t want to hold you back now love
I can’t change who I am
not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me
and in this short time,
there’s no time to waste on giving up
my love wasn’t enough

And you can blame it on me
just set your guilt free, honey
I don’t want to hold you back now love

Like You

Stay low
soft, dark, and dreamless
far beneath my nightmares
and loneliness
I hate me
for breading without you
I don’t want to feel
anymore for you

Grieving for you
I’m not grieving for you
nothing real love can’t undo
and though I may have lost my way
all paths lead straight to you

I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you

Halo
blinding wall between us
melt away and leave alone again
humming, haunted somewhere out there
I believe our love can
see us through in death

I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you
there’s room inside for two
and I’m not grieving for you
I’m coming for you

You’re not alone
no matter what they told you
you’re not alone
I’ll be right beside you forevermore

I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you
there’s room inside for two
and I’m not grieving for you
an d as we lay in silent bliss
I know you remember me
I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you
there’s room inside for two
and I’m not grieving for you
I’m coming for you

Lose Control

You don’t remember my name
I don’t really care
can we play the game your way?
can I really lose control?

Just once in my life
I think it’d be nice
just to lose control – just once
with all the pretty flowers in the dust

Mary had a lamb
his eyes black a coals
if we play very quiet, my lamb
Mary never has to know

Just once in my life
I think it’d be nice
just to lose control – just once

If I cut down to a thing I can use
I fear will be nothing good left of you

The Only One

When they all come crashing down – mid-flight
you know you’re not the only one
when they’re so alone
they find a back door out of life
you know you’re not the only one

We’re all grieving
lost and bleeding

All our lives
we’ve been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I’m not believing
heaven shine a light down on me

So afraid to open your eyes – hypnotized
you know you’re not the only one
never understood this life
and you’re right I’m not deserve
but you know I’m not the only one

We’re all grieving
lost and bleeding

All our lives
we’ve been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I’m not believing
heaven shine a light down on me

Don’t look down
don’t look into the eyes
of the world beneath you
don’t look down, you’ll fall down,
you’ll become their sacrifice
right or wrong
can’t hold onto the fear
that I’m lost without you
if I can’t feel, I’m not mine,
I’m not real

All our lives
we’ve been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I’m not believing
heaven shine a light down on me

Your Star

I can’t see your star
I can’t see your star
though I patiently waited, bedside,
for the death of today
I can’t see your star
the mechanical lights of Lisbon
frightened it away

And I’m not alone now
me and all I stood for
we’re wondering now
all in parts in pieces, swim lonely
find your on way out

I can’t see your star
I can’t see your star
how can the darkness feel so wrong?
And I’m not alone now
me and all I stood for
we’re wondering now
all in parts in pieces, swim lonely
find your on way out

So far away
its growing colder without you love
why can’t you feel me calling your name?
can’t break the silence
its breaking me

All my fears turn to range

And I’m not alone now
me and all I stood for
we’re wondering now
all in parts in pieces, swim lonely
find your on way out

All That I’m Living For

All that I’m living for
all that I’m dying for
all that I can’t ignore at night alone

I can feel the night beginning
separate me from the living
understanding me
after all I’ve seen
piecing every thought together
find the words to make me better
if I only how to pull myself apart

All that I’m living for
all that I’m dying for
all that I can’t ignore at night alone
all that I’m wanted more
although I wanted more
lock the last open door
my ghosts are gaining on me

I believe that dreams are scared
take my darkness fears and play them
like a lullaby
like a reason why
like a play of my obsessions
make me understand the lesson
so I’ll find myself
so I want to be lost again

All that I’m living for
all that I’m dying for
all that I can’t ignore at night alone
all that I’m wanted more
although I wanted more
lock the last open door
my ghosts are gaining on me

Guess I thought I’d have to change the world
to make you see me
to be the one
I could have run forever
but how far would I have come
without mourning your love?

All that I’m living for
all that I’m dying for
all that I can’t ignore at night alone
all that I’m wanted more
although I wanted more
lock the last open door
my ghosts are gaining on me

Should it hurt to love you?
should I feel like I do?
should I lock the last open door -
my ghosts are gaining on me

Good Enough

Under your spell again
I can’t say no to you
crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand
I can’t say no to you

Shouldn’t have let you torture me so sweetly
now I can’t let go of this dream
I can’t breath but I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough for you

Drink up sweet decadence
I can’t say no to you
and I’ve completely lost yourself
and I don’t mind
I can’t say no to you

Shouldn’t let have you
conquer me completely
now I can’t let go of this dream
can’t believe that I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough
its been such a long time coming
but I feel good

And I’m still waiting for the rain to fall
pour real life down on me
cause I can’t hold on to anything this good enough
am I good enough
for you to love me?

So take care what you ask of me
cause I can’t say no to you

Fallen

Going Under

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I’m going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

Bring Me To Life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where i've become so numb
Without a soul (oooh)
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(wake me up)
Wake me up inside (can't wake up)
Wake me up inside (save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up)
Bid my blood to run (can't wake up)
Before i come undone (save me)
Save me from the nothing i've become

Now that i know what i'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

Frozen inside, without your touch
Without your love darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time i can't believe i couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought without a voice without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

Everybody's Fool

Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame don't you see me
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now i know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask where will you hide
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And i don't love you anymore

It never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

Haunted Long lost words whisper slowly to me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow inside
I know you're still there

Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you loving you
I won't let you pull me down

Hunting you I can smell you - alive
Your heart pounding in my head

Watching me, wanting me
I won't let you pull me down
Saving me, raping me, watching me

Watching me, wanting me
I can let you pull me down
Fearing you... loving you
I won't let you pull me down

Taking Over Me

You don't remember me but i remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream i do...

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all i know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

i believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If i look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are Taking over

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me

Hello

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If i smile and don't believe
Soon i know i'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me i'm not broken
Hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly i know i'm not sleeping
Hello i'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

My last breath

hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black

Origin

Whisper

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drive me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

[Refrén]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

[Refrén]

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet my end

[Refrén]

Imaginary

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story

If you need to leave the world you live in
Lay your head down and stay awhile
Though you may not remember dreaming
Something waits for you breathe again

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now i'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

Where Will You Go?

You're too important for anyone
There's something wrong with everything you see
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone

[Refrén]
But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You can't escape

You think that I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone

[Refrén]

I realize you're afraid
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming

[Refrén]

I realize you're afraid
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

Field Of Innocence

I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
Believing in everything

Even in Death

Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I\'m taking you home

[CHORUS:]
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on

Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me

[Chorus]

And I can't love you, anymore than I do

I will die, but real love is forever.

Anywhere

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where no one needs a reason

[Bridge] x 2
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

Lies

Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

Away From Me

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I

[Refrén]
I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me

Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become

[Refrén]

Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live

[Refrén]

Sound Asleep

Whisper

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself

Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die